Grieving

This whole process that they call grieving is odd and unpredictable.
I can only speak from my own experience~
but I doubt that I'm alone in these feelings.

I try to live my life as well as I can... getting along in the every day.
When I am suddenly hit with the sorrow.

It's sudden. It's like being hit with a brick. Or punched in the stomach.

All I can do is sit and weep.
And wonder how I will get through this life.
I wonder when it will ever get easier.

I used to cry about 5 times a year.
And that was usually over a sad movie here and there.

My life was easy. I was blessed with happiness.

Now I cry that many times in a week.
At least.

I don't have any grand advice in this post.

I don't have any answers.

I'm just trying to work my way through this thing called grief.

Blessings to you~ Chasity